The Recollection Does Not Represent Happily

❤ No - Tittle ❤

2009-09-05T12:01:00.000-07:00

All right! finally, I BACK home from Nilai-Ghost Town!!
Somethings weird that When I am here my mind keep runs to there
When I wAS there during that period, I always want to come back...

GOd!! 1st October faster come..I prefer *busy-life* is much better
End the Ghost Town story( I dont wan mention about it)..

Nowdays, I know some of my friends is start to change ..A lof!
Before & After is totally different, why so action?
Even say: *Hi* is hard for you do to izzit? We are same wah!! *Human
or You just think that you are the only 1 is perfect ?
I REally dont like to see your SHIT face! Show off for what?!! *SKUNK

❤3.40am I'm still here❤

2009-08-16T12:45:00.000-07:00

-I am still here, havent go to bed-
-I am very sleepy, still dont wan sleep-
-I am tired like hell today, but! online Now-

hmm..since babe*Yee&Eme* SAID that my blog is nothing.
OK! Now I decide to make something to satisfy the two babes!!

Thursday13082009-Maison
with Babyee, Felicia and Chacha
Is was a happening nigth but end up 2 Sober Need to take care 2 Drunker
1st time happend in my life..*Warning! Babyee..blacklist already(no club for 1/2 years)*
I will inform Mr.Nil * Your husband* and get the approver hehe

Friday14082009- Simple day without working life
After party I sleep at 6 in the morning and wake-up 12pm
6 Hours only i sleep! Prepared to dye my stupid hair start 2-pm until 4-pm
Suddenly received Heidi Call and she was told me Have to attend the class on that day
So no choice, i have to rush and rech there about 5pm++
Jensen, Pris ALL there to prepared for the interview on sAT 15 Aug 2009

Saturday15082009- Get ready for short hair
Sorry guy! I supposed to accompany Jensen and Pris for the interview
But, so sorry I couldn't make it
Hereby, I would like to Congaratulation to My dear Sei ye and Pris
Wish you all the best!!!
Night, I still hvnt courage to cut m hair, end up just cut the a lil bit...
nextime...nextime...nextime....

Sunday16082009- Last Day in *Inter-excel*
Today, is my last day and i decided to leave from there!!
I tot the class like as usual but is un-normal today!!
I dont wan talk much=( Coz i know many gepoh will gossip
Plus++!! Today, I damn angry! mtf to..xxxxxx
when i get to know the happend from xxxxx, cb! I wan kill YOU!!

WHY you always not respect ur student?
WHY you just like to pretend like A good Txxxxxx?
WHY you Think You are the only King in the world! Bull shit!!!!
cAN YOU JUST give fullest respect to yout student?
student = human! We dont like it! We dont like! OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARrrrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

❤Ultimately Be Over❤

2009-08-11T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'M DAMN SPIRITS YOU!!!
I'M HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!

WTF!!

Alright! Is MY FAULT ...all is my fault OK!
not necessary to post all the NONSENSE to the wall

you think I happy of this kind of happen?

you think I easy come-easy go....!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAVE YOUR ASS!!!!

-NO NEXTIME-enclosed!!!!!

❤I know ..I know Have Spider Webs❤

2009-08-09T07:57:00.000-07:00

Feli Feli.......Update Soon Loh......
I need time to clean the Spider Webssssssssssss

♥Chance Is Coming Back**♥

2009-07-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

What's A Wonderfull weekend ! Even in Weekend also very busy*_
Yesterday was so Abustle, Dont know why? Today, same too!
I'm learn A lot in this two days..it's very useful for me =) Thanks!

Very soon the *Chance* the *Dreams* is coming..
I was so suprise to hear about it! But at the same time, I'm Worry!!
I doesn't have self-confidence, I not get ready yet & etc
Is many issue to make me feel like..**How?Why?DontKnow!**

To be Honest to your guy!
Actually I'm not that good as You think I AM!
Actually I've A lot of Weakness!!!
Actually I'm nervous damn much..MUCH ...MUCH.....

Dont Hope Me So Much* Dont Give Me Pressure
I'll try my best to do BETTER

Somebody will know that I failed the lastime
But this time..
Hmm! Dont know?really no idea?

Very Appreciate who give me advise&support!!!
Thank you very much =)
♥

♥Ambivalent Sometimes♥

2009-07-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

Now is *AM* I still cant sleep!! WTFG
when log in the blog, I only realize that has been a long time
I never update my blog already =)

Well,I still here doing nothing and no meaning!
am I busy? Yes, sometimes busy-bee but Sometimes free*
But just a moment I free* No more than 12 hours include sleep time*

My story is start from last month Jun! is suffer month
I really cant accepted things is happend in my live
I really cant! cant no more! EVER!
I've been blow up so sudden,until now ------
Things happend is become fact, noboday can changed it
Why? why? and why again? 100 plus I asked, why for many!!!!

Fact is fact,however, I choose to hide this happend and accept
I know I do not have any ability to do that and one day later I'll
wale that easy & fall that fast (who know)
I will upgrade the best point and decrease my weakness =)

Sometimes, I never talk to you in one day never msg
it doesn't mean I'm not care or forget..k?
(Just up to you,if you would like to think the negative)

It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to sayWhat I need to hear now is your sincere apology
Maybe I regret Everything I said No way to take it all back♥
Night

♥Estate-Unsatisfactory all day♥

2009-06-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

Let's start from Yesterday!

after 11am mei come fetch me back *Thank-you*
Rush to prepared everythings and go for class(In Good State)
That day lecturer is Mr. Hilary and is a Q&A lesson
My tear drop down so sudden, coz my leg jerkiness in 2 hours
-------Skip-------
Night, our with my mummy for dinner
She'll leave her on Mon..I'll miss you a lot and wait you back!
I'm always standby your side and support whatever decision you made
I L-o-v-e You ♥

Finish dinner and went home to do my revision
I'm not sleep well because the stupid Stomachace
The next morning (Today), I wake up 10 in the morning to get ready
Feeling not well and dont know what I doing

12pm,mei fetch me for class (Thank you for the breakfast) !!
I meet mei fan & may at Coffee Bean..just for a short chit-chat
Start at 2pm! Ms. Amelia teach us about the aircaft and calculate
the exchange time in GTM! not so diffcult for this..

Today, I'm so quiet in class
I dont know why? I dont why ? I'm try my best to hide all my
negative and try to concentrate on class
No matter how you pretend to act gOOd or NOthing..
Finally, People wre exposed you also!! No matter How~~
I'm so sorry today! Really really sorry!!

QUIT AT THIS MOMENT

NO CONTACT

NO OUT GOING

NO ANYMORE..........................................

♥ you was always loving my faceand now it's not the case
i can't get over you and you ain't change your game
move on to bad things what a damn shame!!
I think the time came, that you mind changed you understand......

WHY SO SERIOUS??

♥I'm Not that Adamancy♥

2009-06-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

Extremely tired on this few days.. I had not work much on thurs but WHY I keep feel a lottttttttt offfffff stone push down on my shoulder?????

Please laH!! Nextime inform me ealier to prepapred myself
whatever you guy want me to do !!! ShitXxxx Dont think I standby for 24 hours =Seven11 Sorry! I'm NOT!!!

Morninig 9:24am when I step into back office..
AFOM (Assistant Front Ofiice Manager) was told me I may
attend the traninig for Malaysia Airline Academy regard for
the extranet booking*Online-Ebookers* Hmmmm actually Not ME to attend this kind of traninig lol...

I Got no choice to choose????After lunch, I changed my shirt and waited for the limou driver to drop-out the place
One the way, Is SoSOsoSO sLEEPY!! Why dont you do a research before we start?????Shit...

Ok fine! Get the pass and go the *West Wing Hall*
GGooooddd!!! How FORMAL the ppl act! -<
The traning start 2pm! Pheewww!~
Bored till mushroom grown up loHhhhhh
No matter how stifle I still concentration during ppl doing the presentation..

End-up at 5 Plus..Finally!
Thank you for the nonsense !! Peace...

Mos Night ❤ Is nOT happening Is disgusting much!!!

Once you missed the opportunity and there will be no possibility

to comes one time again..

♥Just-Oppression♥

2009-06-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

I Hate R-E-B-A-T-E , since my exposure to this social

I really Really Really hate this WORDS!! arrRRGGGHHHHHHH.......

FINE! just forget it

Today, is so suprise that I received a call from the person who

recognizing that I am most familiar with is the Most pro-ppl!

DAD caller!! >''<'''' finally~ we have our 1st conversation .....How bad!

Apologize that I nothing much to said ..

Apologize that I treat you like a ice-cube..

Apologize Dad~ I changed ..anyways I'm still begin myself as well as my your daughter k?

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

Sometimes I found out the human is anti-low, Why?
Obviously we know the answer&reason but insisted that self deception..
Human always like to said out the word ''If'' then how good we are~
When they know how to treasure&love is because they lost - but is late!

When I'm only a display handphone, the most new arrival and put on the glass cabinet to
show for everyone You only pass-ed by my side, You could not even to look at me!
In addition, you're seaching another handphone instead of ME!
Now, there is changes in the trend has been for the clock..The new arrival become ancient

At this time you would like to find it back the handphone when that time you pass-ed by
So sorry!! There is no longer available, sold out and is limited!!
Dont feel regret because it is brought your own!! YOu are Miss-ed Out

Till today, the handphone did not find the owner and It is also no further need for the owner..

Nothing happen! Just crap''''''
Good Night♥9:16pm

♥Calm Over tHe Past♥

2009-06-03T09:35:00.000-07:00

Well, today I'm so busyzz on work start morning until evening..but my work havent finish yet =(

anyways, i still managed to handle it *(Dont try to give me more task!! enough!!)

Finally, I've done my R-E-S-U-M-E as well =)

Resume - D O N E
Photo - D O N E
Documention - D O N E

So! Just go ahead for XXXX .. i gonna get it all..

You! I know you leave here tomorrow, nothing much can said due to the happend come so sudden! I dont know whether is true you will not able to come back, but I hope you will take care yourself and I respect Your choice...

Thank you very much & everythings ..♥

You, i will miss you always whenever you been...916

♥Re-Barbative the Happend♥

2009-06-02T01:55:00.000-07:00

hERE again! face the same happend&people!
Why so in one's own concelt for yourself?Why you can changed so sudden without notice?
Am i right?.. Yes, I even dont know you well since we know each other ...
Where you want immigrants to have a good! I'm not interest to know!

..
...Do take care and mine as well... Goodbye ♥