♥Chance Is Coming Back**♥

What's A Wonderfull weekend ! Even in Weekend also very busy*_
Yesterday was so Abustle, Dont know why? Today, same too!
I'm learn A lot in this two days..it's very useful for me =) Thanks!

Very soon the *Chance* the *Dreams* is coming..
I was so suprise to hear about it! But at the same time, I'm Worry!!
I doesn't have self-confidence, I not get ready yet & etc
Is many issue to make me feel like..**How?Why?DontKnow!**

To be Honest to your guy!
Actually I'm not that good as You think I AM!
Actually I've A lot of Weakness!!!
Actually I'm nervous damn much..MUCH ...MUCH.....

Dont Hope Me So Much* Dont Give Me Pressure
I'll try my best to do BETTER

Somebody will know that I failed the lastime
But this time..
Hmm! Dont know?really no idea?


Very Appreciate who give me advise&support!!!
Thank you very much =)
♥

♥Ambivalent Sometimes♥

Now is *AM* I still cant sleep!! WTFG
when log in the blog, I only realize that has been a long time
I never update my blog already =)

Well,I still here doing nothing and no meaning!
am I busy? Yes, sometimes busy-bee but Sometimes free*
But just a moment I free* No more than 12 hours include sleep time*

My story is start from last month Jun! is suffer month
I really cant accepted things is happend in my live
I really cant! cant no more! EVER!
I've been blow up so sudden,until now ------
Things happend is become fact, noboday can changed it
Why? why? and why again? 100 plus I asked, why for many!!!!

Fact is fact,however, I choose to hide this happend and accept
I know I do not have any ability to do that and one day later I'll
wale that easy & fall that fast (who know)
I will upgrade the best point and decrease my weakness =)

Sometimes, I never talk to you in one day never msg
it doesn't mean I'm not care or forget..k?
(Just up to you,if you would like to think the negative)






It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to sayWhat I need to hear now is your sincere apology
Maybe I regret Everything I said No way to take it all back♥
Night